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Letting go

Feb. 22nd, 2011 | 07:41 pm

Why cant i ever let the shit go .. why do i have to wait and hope that maybe.. that maybe one fucking day i would be happy with the person that i want to be with. Why is it so hard not just keep my mouth shut? Why does he have to be so defensive when it comes to things.. Are there things he isnt telling me just so he wont hurt me.. I dont know.. why cant i just FUCKING let it go...

I need to learn to let it go

Be awesome again

Not cry myself to asleep at nights..

to want to see what the day would bring..

I need a new out look in life..

A new me..


Welcome to my life now.

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Wow

Feb. 5th, 2011 | 10:12 pm

Its been years since i posted in this... I have alot on my mind right now.. have you ever thought that maybe Mr right was mr right and you let me go .. and it hurts really bad to even think of his name.. i feel like my heart has been stomped on. If love was so fucking awesome then why do i keep chasing it away? Was it because of what andrew did to me.. i am scared that maybe someone will do that to me .. i dont know.. im so over it but i cant seem to get to that point where i dont care anymore..

How can one just move forward and never look past?

Why cant i be friends with him?

wow im just so depressed..

i got to put a brave face on and move a head with my life and worry about me..

next monday is going to be the worst..

i hate vday

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Nov. 2nd, 2005 | 10:44 pm

This will probably be the last post on this damn thing.. not like i use it and anyone cares.. peace out .. want to know what im doing and shiiit.. Im on myspace.com

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Sep. 7th, 2005 | 10:56 pm

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
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Sep. 7th, 2005 | 10:49 pm

Work was alright today.. it was um work LOL .. I didnt do much today but sit around.. going to the denist on tuesday.. tooth hurts *cries* but um yeah.. things in life are still the same.. I have been driving more and getting better. I love my car so much hehhe.. cant wait to get my dl.. i can go see jme.. i know i dont talk to her as much i need to but im to busy or andrew takes up all of my time.. like i said before i need friends.. get kind of lonely.. you know.. wish my friends from ga would come here.. its better than up there in away... i dont know.. people think this place is that bad.. i dont think so.. but yeah.. im bored and listening to the ramones.. *dances*



what else to talk about ooooooo yeah andrews bday is on the 16th.. cant wait.. hes going to like my small gifts mwahahahah ! *dances* I get paid on friday .. MONEY MONEY!! been broke for 2 weeks.. yea!!!!



any hooooo im off peace love and guts?

leann

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Aug. 28th, 2005 | 08:05 pm

last entry wasnt for FL it was for another state >_> I miss ga people sooo bad .. *cries*

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Jul. 28th, 2005 | 01:40 am

IM BETTER NOW!!! JUST RANTING

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Ranting like a mother fucking bitch that i can be

Jul. 28th, 2005 | 01:23 am

like the damn title great.. go fuck a stick.. Im just pissed off and tired. Im sick of some shit .. and just some shit get on my god nervers... SO NO FUCKING ANDREW TIME!!!! I hate this fucking shit.. his step dad told him that he couldnt see me for 2 days during the fucking week. To save on fucking gas.. because you know Leann doesnt help out.. BULL FUCKING SHIT!!!!.. I SPEND MY MONEY ON HIS ASS AND THAT DAMN CAR FOR FUCKING GAS BECAUSE I FUCKING FIGURE THAT ... HE COMES TO SEE ME AND SHIT.. SO YOU KNOW WHAT YEAH IM A NICE PERSON .. JUST DONT PISS ME OFF.. NOW THAT PISSES ME OFF.. ANDREW COULD OF JUST SAY SHIT AND THEN HE KNEW I WOULD JUMP UP AND SAVE HIS ASS.. IM NOT A BAD PERSON BUT I SURE CAN BE ONE HELL OF A GOD DAMN BITCH.. ALSO HIS STEP DAD ASK HIM HOW I GET TO WORK EVERYDAY.. FIRST OFF ITS NONE OF HIS GOD DAMN BUSINESS .. SO PISS ON A FUCKING ANT... WELL HE WILL GET HIS GOD DAMN DAYS.. IM NOT EVEN GOING TO WASTE MY GOD DAMN TIME AND CALL HIS ASS.. HE CAN FUCKING CALL ME.. IM A LITTLE ANNOYED TO THE POINT OF SCREAMING..SO YEAH .. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKING FUCK

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Jul. 24th, 2005 | 04:33 pm

ANSWER: YES OR NO
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Selfish? :
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Crazy?:
Hot?:
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Pretty?:
Sexy? :
Nice? :
Immature? :
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Brat? :
Stupid? :
Caring? :
Mature? :
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More than a friend? :
Talkative? :
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Creative? :
Smart? :
A flirt? :
Slutty? :
A psycho? :
Athletic? :
Confusing? :
Sweet? :
Mood swings? :
Attractive? :
Annoying? :
Funny? :
Hyper? :
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>>**JUST SOME QUESTIONS**
1. What is my phone #?:
2. (a) Do u think I'll get married?:
(b) If u do.. who do u think I'll marry?:
3. When is my birthday?:
4. Who is my best friend?: .
5. Where did we meet?:
6. Have you ever had a dream about me?:
7. If you could change one thing about me what would it be?:
8. Describe me in 3-5 words:
9. If u could tell me one last thing what would it be?:
10. If u could ask me anything..what would it be?:
11. What time is it?: 4:08 pm
**PERSONAL >>> >>> (Good friends don't have to answer =P)**
1. I am the _____ person u know:
2. Would u like to kiss me?:
3. Do you want to be my bf/gf?:
4.(a) Do u ever think about me off-line?:
(b) On a scale of 1-10 (10 being high), how much do you think of me each day?:
5. a) Would you ever ask me out?:
b) Right now, what is the chance of that happening? (in %):
6. a) Have you ever had a crush on me?:
b) Do you still?:
7. On a scale of 1-10, what would you rate my body?:
8. On a scale of 1-10, what would you rate my personality?:
9. Physically, what's my best feature?:
10. Mentally what is my best feature?


WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I died from suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
WOULD YOU:
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» Lie to make me feel better?:
» Spread rumors about me?:
» Keep a secret if I told you one?:
» Loan me some cash?:
» Hold my hand?:
» Take a bullet for me?:
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» Try and solve my problems?:
» Love me?:
» Date me?:


Fill this out for me

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02. Leann is ___

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04. I think Leann should be more ___

05. Leann needs ____

06. Someday, Leann will ____

07.Leann reminds me of ____

08. Without Leann, I`d ____

09. Leann can be ____

10. Worse thing about Leann is ___

11. Best thing about leann is ___

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Jul. 18th, 2005 | 10:02 am

"Sick Of Life"

Paralyzed. Nothing's getting through to me.
Hypnotized from all my surroundings.
I wanna be something I could never be.
I wanna say things that I could never say.
Yeah, I'm gonna do it again!

Sick of my life. I'm tired of everything in my life.

Dragged down. Rubbing my face in the ground.
No time for the undecided.
I wanna know why I've always felt alone,
And I wanna love. Why am I untouchable?
Yeah, I'm gonna do it again!

Sick of my life. I'm tired of everything in my life.
I never wanted to be sick of my life.
I'm tired of everything in my life.

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